Wednesday, December 10, 2008
DRUGS...Control...
YOU ARE LIKE MY OWN PERSONAL BRAND OF HEROIN....(You know who you are)
Anyways, I woke up at 11am. Ate a beef pie from Pie Kia. Watched Mythbusters. Then change to go to Little India. Had no choice. Was FORCED. So, Jack also wanted to stay at home but I dragged him along. If I suffer, then he must suffer. He's like me. Only an extreme version of me.
Why did I have to go to Little India? Because of my brother. He had to extract two of his teeth, to make way for some other things that needed to be put into his mouth. So wasted 2 hours sitting. Then on the way home, I wanted something to eat. So I asked mum to buy some food. She only bought me Green Tea. She say because he cannot eat, so I can't. Damn pissed.
Reached home at like 4pm. Ate a roast chicken pie from Pie Kia. Went to my room. Watched Twilight. Oooo. The guy is sooo hot. Anyways, knew that I would be obsessed with the guy, so, I tried to forget, by remebering some other people that i used to obsessed about. I made a list. People who are my list are, Shahrukh Khan, Johnny Depp,Jesen Ackles, Michael Phelps, Sebastien Izambard.Then I made another a list. People who I like after watching their movies. They are Adam Sandler, Akshay Kumar, Brad Pitt, Edward Norton, Hugh Jackman. I made another list, of movie characters I love. They are Jack Sparrow, Edward Cullen, Edward Scissorshands, Dean Winchester. I know. All are weird people. I guess I have a thing for weird quirky people.
Then I went sleep. I woke up at 7. Went to watch the Last Comic Standing, on Star World. Then went to bathe. After that, I had control myself from watching Twilight. I stared at my playlist. The cursor was on the "(English) Twilight (2008)". So tempting. So I tried to distract myself. I listen to some music. My Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. And it reminded me of Twilight. That's was it. I could not control myself. I double-click. While watching, I felt good. I am feeding my addiction. It is like my own personal brand of heroin. I need it. And with each passing day, I need more and more.
