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Friday, March 6, 2009
SOFTBALL TOURNAMENTS...

ITS BEEN A VERY VERY LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED MY BLOG...>.<....

Firstly, i wanna kill myself...well..not really...but...the feelin of just not-doing-anythin-and-starin-into-space kind of feelin...but...who gives a shit...anyways...WE had our Softball Nationals...

--------------START OF SOFTBALL NATIONALS------------------

-------------------START OF ROUND 1--------------------

-3rd February 2009-
-Fajar vs Riverdale-
-41 - 1-

-- I was warmin the bench...no..wait..i did not even sit on the bench...so when im not sittin, how can i warm it rite...so...yea....bench warmer...

-5th February 2009_
- Fajar vs Pei Cai-
-9 - 3-

-- I started the game..played right-field...made 1(one) mistake, got sub...so yea..back to warmin the bench...

-10th February 2009-
-Fajar vs Raffles-
- 8 - 6-

--I can't really remember the match...maybe I can't remeber cause i was not playin in it...hmm..let me recall...later if i rmb smth...i'll put it up...k...

------------------------END OF ROUND 1-------------------------

-------------------START OF ROUND 2--------------------

-17th February 2009-
-Fajar vs Nan Hua-
-10 - 7-

--I played, the whole game....did not get sub...why?? cause...Nan Hua's Coach was my primary school coach..so coach steve said he knewme VERY well and that i wanted to prove something to my coach..well for me i took the opportunity to show it to both my coaches..no..actually 5 coaches.. Coach Regina.. Coach Mingchen.. Mr Goh... Coach Steve..and Coach Marcus..ahaha..well..managed to prove smth..but dunno whether they saw it..hahah..oh well...

-18th February 2009-
-Kamila's B'dae-

-- Mee rebus, was thrown at us....who got the most(in the team)??hmmm..lets' see...it would be ME...damn bad luck sia...we promised not to tell coach until tournament season was over....hehe

-19th February 2009-
-Fajar vs Orchid Park-
- 10 - 7-

--I remember Coach Marcus tellin me not to be choosey...hehe...but i remember hittin the ball and takin risks...well not really takin risks..but just anyhow runnin...makin them make errors..playin rough...ahahahah...my kinda style...if im not wrong...Mr Goh came, and it was so havoc...shouted..played the score game...it was fun...i tink i played the whole game oso...

-24th February 2009-
-Fajar vs Cresent Girls-
- 6 - 14 -

--If im not wrong...that was the score...i played..whole game..tts all i remember...hehe...

-----------------END OF ROUND TWO-----------------

-----------------START OF SEMI FINALS-----------------

-3rd March 2009-
-Fajar vs Tanjong Katong-
-

--The match was postponed...to 4th march...in the mornin...durin school...wohoo...no Mother tongue....hehe....ahahhah....no chemistry practical for o level...hehe..

-4th March 2009-
-Fajar vs Tanjong Katong-
-9 - 17-

--I played...whole game...hit..then..a bit....greedy..so took risks...until homerun...woohoo...my first homerun...actually its the third...sec 1 gt one...oso by errors...sec 2 gt one...and sec 4...wwwoohhoo...but wads there to be happy bout...still lose...wadeva...

-5th March 2009-
- Fajar vs Raffles Girls-
(3rd and 4th Placing)
-2 - 9-

-- I played...it was a damn disappointing game...i sensed tt the coach gave up on us...after tt i gave up on myself and got striked out...game end...ppl cry...dunno why they cry...cry coz lose the game or cause step down or coz no more coach???? well..me and some ppl controlled our emotions..until back in school...then some idoitic person came to ask more questions like a bloody police inspector...thats when i lost it and started cryin...cried because it was one of the worst games i have ever played...felt tt i have let down soo many ppl...can't believe tt i gave up last min..kinda betrayin some ppls trust...frustrated at some of my teammates...cant believe they did it...wont be trainin...(but i will still come no matter wad)....no more stupid physical excercises and coach marcus tellin me to do it faster or better...miss all that lame nonsense from everyone...coach steve scoldin idiot and scoldin me for smth i did not do...sarcastic remarks from coach marcus...stephanie not eatin chocolates...then my junior...joey..(handwritin almost the same..take history..play 3rd base)...anyways, then after game....celebrated all the march babies..

then got onto the bus..then went to school...then after the things that happened in school i went home...onli to be greeted by my mums nagging and scoldin....went to bathe and sleep....so yea...

----------------------END OF SOFTBALL NATIONAL-------------------------

breakin news: we just fought with coach steve...
hiaz...wad to do...dun want to point fingers but....i am realllyy hurt by wad he said....
just a few words can make everythin haywire.......hiaz......
now...everythin is gone....
let me be emo for a while....

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Hello, it's me!

Xavier, 23/3/1993, Singapore, Student at C.H.I.J Bukit Timah & Fajar Secondary School, Softball(7 years), Swimming(4 years), Piano(Grade 7, 7 years), Tae Kwon Do(5 years), Listen to most genres of music including Opera, Instrumental, Chanson, and different languages even though i don't understand like Korean, Japanese, Tamil, Latin, Spanish, Italian, French, Irish, Hindi. I read books by John Grisham, I like movies from Johhny Depp, I like to watch Supernatural..